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A great picture of your standard space marine. A minor frustration for me, but a great opportunity for you, is that you don't give this...

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Warren Elsken
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm a two-thirds crazy guy who has some artistic outlets. I normally keep my journal here (So if you have any interest in watching someone go slowly insane, have at) and will periodically post something art wise. Else wise I like looking through good pictures and comics.
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For every reaction there is an equal and opposite reaction. A concept that we learn in school relating to physics. Yet at the same time it can be easily put for people and interactions. Take for example this last month and my complete blowout. Some of you read it, many of you didn’t, and NO I am not going to repost it for those who hadn’t. Simply put, I was given a bad turn, and I returned it with interest. The following will probably sound much like Tevye, as I come to ‘vocalize’ what all happened.

I’ve had a good number of different reactions to what I did and said, from people saying I should put it back up and not care on one hand to one person actively threatening my life next time I did something of that flavor with the other. Reactions, every single one.

The question becomes why?

A friend of the person put it in the best way I believe by saying “You were venting the best way you knew how....even if that way is downright stupid and impersonal.”

For those who know me, the reaction that I gave was understandable, but the person who threatened me hasn’t gone out of her way to know me, thus her reaction is understandable as well. I can’t even hide behind the charade that my last journal was not intended to hurt the individual, as I can distinctly hear within my memory the buzzing, feral voice saying what equated “Burn her, leave nothing left”. For those who have paid attention through the years, or have gone back and read my prior journals, you know that I’ve not had the best luck with dating. One of the biggest things, however, is that I both loathe and fear the slap-and-drop endings. These tend to both piss me off and give my inferiority complex a wonderful place to start spewing the sort of miasma that I drowned in for a while after Kelsey. On the other hand I was a ham-handed brute, taking all the information I had and practically screaming it for any and all to hear. I became much like my father in taking the information as well as common social circles I had and proverbially lashing the individual with it.

I can’t say ‘I’m sorry’ enough for doing so.

  • Listening to: Pandora
  • Playing: Changeling the Lost
  • Drinking: Water

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mickr7an Jan 15, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the +
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:iconandyhep:
thanks for the watch :) (Smile)
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:iconserrien1:
thanks for the fave!!!
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ScionofApolo Aug 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem. That lighter that you did is easily something I can see as an 'enchanted item'
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:iconserrien1:
i like that! :)

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SkyMaro Jul 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Just helping out a friend. I see that you watch Evilgirl130, well, she created a new account, so it'd be awesome if you could go and like her new page: [link]
Thanks!
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Tigereye77 Jul 6, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
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olga-idealist Jun 30, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! :dance:
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Dania-Audax Jun 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :+devwatch:, have a watch back!
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DarkBlueWaters Jun 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the watch :tighthug:
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